07 April 2009

Garance

One of my favorite blogs is Garance Dor
é. I'm not entirely sure what exactly she does for society besides take pictures, but I love her style (writing and otherwise). This is from her post today, followed by the English translation, which I don't think quite retains the soul (the soul) of the original but I think the translator does a pretty good job trying. 
"Tous ceux qui vivent à New York City disent la même chose. C’est une ville dure, qui t’attrappe, te jette, t’étreins et t’épuise. Beaucoup y ont passé leurs premières années à pleurer.

Mais la plupart ne pourraient plus en partir. L’énergie y est trop entêtante, les fêtes trop folles, le travail trop dur. Et les rêves n’y ont aucune mesure.

Je me demande si un jour la ville m’adoptera. J’essaie de faire avec elle comme avec un enfant. Je ne lui demande pas de m’aimer, je ne lui demande pas de m’accueillir, je ne lui demande pas d’être belle, je ne lui demande pas d’être douce. J’essaie de ne rien lui demander. Quand ça lui chantera, elle viendra jouer avec moi."

"Everyone who lives in New York City says the same thing.  It’s a harsh city, a city that can grab you, a city that’ll spit you out, a city that grips you, a city that’ll wear you down.  Lots of people spent their first years here in tears.

But most of them just couldn’t leave.  The energy is too insistent, the parties too crazy, the work too hard.  And the dreams have no measure. 

I wonder if the city will ever adopt me.  I try to go about the city like you would with a child.  I don’t ask her to love me.  I don’t ask her to welcome me.  I don’t ask her to be beautiful or to be soft.  I try not to ask her anything at all.  And when if and when the day comes, and the melody is right, she’ll come play with me."

I think her view of New York is pretty accurate, and while I could go into a million reasons why I agree with her, I am going to just strongly suggest you visit/live there yourself. My media studies class has taught me way too much about the misconstruction of the written (spoken, drawn, sung) word to try to explain something as thriving, driving, populated, overmediated, underslept, overcaffeinated, over/under dressed, nicotinated (word?), rushed, and beautiful as New York City. 

SIDE NOTE:
I care very, very little about Philip K. Dick and/or androids.

02 April 2009

Names I Like:

I'm going to name my first dog Lunch.

I'm currently in my Intro to Film class, we're talking about the Western and cross-fertilization and spaghetti and conquering and not conquering...all the while Vicente (read: Bithente) Rodriguez Ortega (professor, mind you) is wearing a silly Ghostbusters tee shirt and either blue or purple chinos (I can't tell, it's definitely somewhere in between.) And gray Tims. If I could figure out how to take a photo, I would, but he's already paying too much attention to me as it is.

The weather's getting warmer, and so that means I can recommence my aversion to pants. I might invest in ilke 9000 pairs of Harem pants because they feel at least a little bit like dresses, except I can play sports or climb shit in them. If you know ANYTHING about me, you know I'm so into sports and climbing shit.

So this is a complete throw away post. There was approximately one thing I actually went into this hoping to say, and I'm...just going to leave you dear readers with that. And by "readers" I mean a total of three people that I won't name so it appears as though my readership is a little more vast.

14 March 2009

Florida: The Concept

I just got back from a week in West Palm Beach, Florida. I played lacrosse almost the entire time but I managed to get a tan and all of the cool things that come with tans (i.e. burnt lips, older [read: old] men).

SOME THOUGHTS ON FLORIDA (I wrote these thoughts on the plane home, just for your contextual understandingzz):

Friday the 13th, second month in a row...saw a black cat earlier, now I'm on a plane. Good thing superstition is for hypochondriacs, paranoids, and grandparents, and I am not any of those.

Florida? Pretty tacky, pretty gaudy. Pink stucco galore. Big boobs, tans, ski slope noses--all of which with unclear amounts of authenticity. But, for all of its tack and gaud, it is what it is.   Like, this isn't really a place I'd particularly feel like I want to go again, but it's got a pretty interesting culture to it. We stopped by a Panera and I watched a Cuban or Floridian or whatever smoke a cigar out front of a Starbucks with an iced coffee and palm trees around. I can't tell where people are from...I'm used to Guido-filled shores, boulevards lined with mom and pop Italian places and more bagel places than possibly imaginable. Here, there are car dealerships and run-down shells of places followed by the most beautiful palm-lined rues with villa-esque mansions overlooking beaches, etc. This place made it big in the 50s I think, the architecture says it. And I think that may be what makes me kind of love it. I mean...the pink buildings. They're like SO ugly, but at the same time, so laid back, so Miami Vice (duh), and in that, so luxurious, so classic in a very different way. This ain't the east coast, that's clear. Unlike the Jersey shore, this tack has class, and I find that admirable in at least a few respects. 

IDK, FLA'S OK.
And so I'm back at Vassar, going off to visit my grandparents in the ever-beautiful (only John Holdun will catch this sarcasm) Trumbull, CT tomorrow morning  and then to the city for the rest of the weekend/Monday. I'm looking forward to some time alone...maybe some museum hopping, computer fixing (keyboard plate thing is chipping omg), thing reading, lost getting, I don't know, Imma do what I want.

It'll be great, "what I want" and I have been pretty distant for a while. We've been on and off for what seems like my entire life now, and I've gotta say, I miss him. This weekend will be a good reminder, but I know we won't be official again until the summer because I'm kind of into this other guy right now named "my future" and he's got me all wrapped up in books. 

May 19th, though. It's so close.

XO


15 February 2009

Lookbook, or Adjectives and Modifiers: A 21st Century Perspective, or How to Make Your Titles Longer Than The Posts Themselves

www.lookbook.nu

I just wasted three minutes on this website. It's little more than  a curious mix of the Sart and the Hype Machine dominated by a buch of self-obsessed, anorexic teenagers (or middle-aged androgynes), inspired solely by the most recent UO catalog and their subscription to Nylon from what I can tell. 

It's all been done before, kids. 

I don't have time for lyrics, go listen to Like A Prayer and think of me.

09 February 2009

la Saint-Valentin

I just ate a Dove chocolate that told me to exercise my heart today.

What?

Tell me are you single yet
my heart's as big as Texas

31 January 2009

Nostalgia


I completely forgot about this:

26 January 2009

(Un)smoking

Ok I changed my mind, I'm quitting. Went to the city this weekend and paid $9.25 for a pack, plus an extra dollar for a mini Bic. New York's great for making me feel really, really broke. Keeping it real, I guess. In Ohio I'd pay around $6 for both. I have one cigarette left, it'll be my last.

Also, I ate like 9,000 Starbursts over the course of the last week. I think I should quit those too, but I still have a pound and a half of them left. After that.

In trying to be healthy/do all the lacrosse conditioning I skipped over the last month, I worked out today and went to the cafeteria with a salad in mind. Those are usually pretty quick and easy because most stressed out Vassar kids need things like protein and carbs, not lettuce, so there's never a line. 

Today, though, there was no salad at the salad bar. And what's more, I left my Nalgene in the cafeteria so I'll have to drink out of cups until the next time I can get to the mall. I need to quit taking things like salad and water for granted, I guess I've learned.

It's probably because it's a new semester, everyone spent the break growing their asses, classes aren't hard enough yet to forget dieting, spring break's coming up, et cetera. Salad's good for making you feel better about yourself, even if you do follow it up with a Coke.

I eventually tracked down some spinach and croutons, which was just ok. I felt pretty good about myself until I just ate half of a cake and some of the yellow Starbursts left over from a weekend of pink/red/orange lovers. Which is everyone.

So now I'll just drink some water out of my cup and work on the paper I already have due tomorrow. Coincidentally, it's about blogs "as a socially embedded site for the ongoing negotiation of meaning". Whatever that means...

Luv yall,
MLN

He's a what? He's a what?
He's a newspaper man
and he gets his best ideas
from a newspaper stand;
from his boots to his pants
to his comments to his rants
he knows that any little article will do!